Hi world,
I’m just sitting alone here with my notebook, hearing sounds of crapping people arounds me, but still feel blank on my head! Figuring how far i step in this world, wondering how the rest of my life can be? all of regret things makes me sick. The sounds is still came in to my ear.. Actually it sounds quite beautifull, because they sing many song tell about the life.. I like it! (my heart says so) But my head is stubborn, he dont want to change his attitude! In my own, feels like theres many me on me… me who is stubborn, the other one of me is the nice one..well many me on me.. dunno how to pick where’s the real me. the sweetest thing I ever felt is choose the smooth dark side of me.. it’s so delicious.. just fell good. I like sounds like portishead group.. makes me fly.. fly into my own world.. who people never know that world. Just me! and my mysterious brainstorm!
The different is given by God, but rarely ppl dont recognize that. They are so busy with their dummy own world in their head! But thats the point! Every ppl is right to have and built their own world! The more i can say, have you ever think which world you lived in? a half in a real world and half in power of your head?
and have you ever think
Do you controll all of yr feeling OR feeling is instead controlling you?
Tell me yr own split, share with me pls 
Well Better I turn to tell you about the experience which i ever felt ;
Have you ever had watching the musical fountain? at sentosa island, “kiki” the owner of the magical world of sentosa? and he’s singing “This is a magical world… under the water, … …come in my bed! it’s my world….. it’s my world…. yeah it’s my world….” and kiki singing the whole song while he introduce all of his friend, all of freaky his friend! Imagine? There’s a giant squid, and Which Robot can live under the water? hihi… You must go there if see with your own eyes! and I miss that one…
Today, Hit back on my head!
Therefore now Im back again, just on my own, because I know, human beings can’t force the step what will taken.
uuh I think It can turn be bad honey
Making all of good things for me and for world is better than enough!
Absolutely Realize that every Ppl is always smiling but inside there is no one knows!
Better for me to says that I have to make it through the end..the end of the rest of my life ^^V
Atleast for me.
Believe it, that…….
time is needed
time is the best answer
time is suck! 
(dark side)
By xhin@07
November Rain,
End of rest year of 2007
